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| feeling sick... been a while. anyway, life is up and down, i'm
kinda sick of all the bullshit. friends are driving me crazy,
girls are useless, work sucks. i'm getting screwed out of the
kitchen, sick of co-workers, don't really know what to do. life
just isn't how i imagined it. oh well, that's how it goes.
night
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| well it's been a few days, and no idea what's going on. my head
hurts from thinking and my body is sore from moving. anyway,
spent a nice weekend away from the hustle and bustle of the city, a
place where conversation is the only entertainment. i got to
spend a lot of time with my mom and with chris. it was a worth
while event. i don't know what to think anymore. my head is
spinning. that's all i can think of right now without getting a
headache.
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| decisions decisions. i don't know what to do about girls anymore.
i don't know what's going on with my situation with them anymore.
everytime i feel like a girl likes me, and i like them, it's not true,
they are just trying to be friendly or whatever. anyway, i guess
we'll see what happens in the next couple of weeks. 
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| blah...sick of being who i am, sick of trying to be happy in my
life. i'm only dead to myself. this is the road i've taken,
and as i look back down the arduous path i've already journeyed, i
realize it's too late to turn back. hopes of a new fork fill my
mind with joy, but the pain quickly quells my desires. all i can
see are the nasty trees, and lurking creatures in my peripheral.
these could be my last steps, my life a tornado about to touch down.
things i'm sick of:
-work
-friends
-family
-life.
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